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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

a poem ((:

FUCK . YOU . ASSHOLE .
MICHELLE'S HOUSE !! XD
WILL NEVER WAKE TO SEE THE NEXT SUNRISE .
WE FOUR IN THE TOILET . NO THINKING DIRRTY ;)



THE BABY
by: amanda lim le wei
26/09/06

hush little baby ,
let mommy rock you to sleep ,
gently in my arms ,
so quietly .

smoothing your fingers ,
carcressing your cheeks ,
so soft yet firm .
gazing into your eyes ,
longing for a cry ,
yet nothing could be done .

your body's cold ,
the story unfold
to be told .

you came out fresh ,
but i kicked you alive ,
out of my womb ,
thus this tomb .

yesterday's regrets ,
today's fear ,
not knowing how this baby can tear .

so its goodnight my dear ,
goodbye my fears ,
life still has to go on ,
for really long .


a poem ((: it just struck me . sinistersehh . ! LOL
HOPED YOU ALL OUT THERE ENJOYED IT ((:
HEARTS ((:

Sunday, September 24, 2006

ITS SO PINK-FUL OUT THERE (:

EDITED IT ((: the pink represents how radiant and cheerful and happy we are !!
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL , WHO'S THE TALLEST OF THEM ALL ?
THE PRESENT FROM MICHELLE DEAREST !!

OKAYS , SO THE DAY WAS NOT SO FUN YET FUN . irony i know .
THE BORING PART WAS . I HAD TO STUDY :// i know . tell me all about it .

THE FUN PART WAS - AGNES CAME OVER TO MY HOUSE ! FOR FUN ((:
THEN AFTER MY TUTION , WE DECIDED TO WATCH FINAL DESTINATION 3 !

MICHELLE CAME ALONG TO PASS ME MY PRESENT ((;
FILLED WITH THOUGHTFULNESS AND WONDEROUS FRIENDSHIP IN IT ((:

THEN IN THE END , WE 3 ALL ENDED UP WATCHING F.D.3 ((:

SO THERE ///

FOUR PILLARS OF STRENGTH ((:

MY DAD
MY MOM
MY SIS
AND ME !!

WHY HAVE A MORMAL PLAIN CHAIR WHEN U CAN LET YOUR VREATIVITY GO WILD ?
FOR AN INSTANCE , AS YOU CAN SEE. THE CHAIR ABOVE CONSISTS OF ALL MY FAMILY NAMES AND EVEN HAS A MEANING TO IT .
FOUR PILLARS OF STRENGTH ((:

TRALALALAS!~

PICTURE OF SIYING AND I IN P6 :X WEIRD WEIRD ONE .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING AND SHARIFAH !!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE A WONDEROUS BIRTHDAY ((:

Saturday, September 23, 2006

out of boredom ((:

MY MOM ORDERED ONE OF THESE . AND WHEN IT CAME OUT , SHE SAID :' OHMY , ITS HOT ! SO AMAZING ! but i still wanted it cold !' nownow , tell me whats WRONG?!
the answer : THERE IS THIS HOT SIGN THERE ! OMG LAH . SHE DIDN'T EVEN SEE ! LOL
I HAVE A FEELING , MIRRORS ARE SPECIAL 'DEVICES' USED FOR GIRLS TO ZILIAN . ESPECIALLY IN THE TOILET ((:
YANRU AND I ! IS MY EYES PLAYING TRICKS ON ME OR DID SHE REALLY KISSED ME ? Oo
I CAN ACTUALLY HOLD A PEN ! how great can science be . actually its nature . FINE . ITS FRICTION .

MY COW ! WITH PENCILS IN IT . LOL i'm such a ruiner .

THE PAST . DA SHUI NIU ((:


I'M VERYVERY BORED.
YANRU CAME TO MUAH HOUSE ((: AHHAH
we met outside lin lao shi by conincidence and when i told her i was about to go jogging , she decided to come along ! ahha, great to have acompany!
in the end , we SLACKED and went down to the canal and play with fishes and snails ((:

TC ATE ALL MY TARTS ! BIG MEANIE !
I'LL GIVE YOU THE PLASTIC BAG ! XD

Friday, September 22, 2006

THE HORRIFYING TRUTH .

US : NEW AND NERDY AND GEEKY . URGHH FROM THIS ...
STARTING TO WARM UP . BUT STILL LOOK THE SAME . TO THIS ...
FRIENDS ! TO THIS ....
AND NOW !!! WE CHANGED ALOT . AND I MEAN IT .2LOVE 2006 ! THE WHOLE CLASS SIGNATURES ! LOVES ! <33

HEYHEYHEY!
WAS JUST FLIPPING THROUGH MY PICTURES WHEN I REALISED : GOODNESS , GRACIOUS . WE ARE DIFFERENT . VERY DIFFERENT.
- the first picture taken with the class was URGHH .
-subsequently , we changed FOR THE BETTER of cos .
-until NOW ! we looked veryvery much better :)
AND SO I DECIDED TO BLOG IT OUT . WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED IF YOU GO "OMG."WTF."I LOOK HORRIBLE ."IS THAT ME?"AHHHHH!"

hahaha , this is sure weird . have fun looking at yourselves peeps ((:

it was one lethargic day ...

WE WERE SO BORED , WE DECIDED TO PLAY - guess what TRUTH OR DARE ://
I WAS HIDING BEHIND WANGXIN . HEHH she was scolding the class ((: so FUN!


what a day . a relatively boring day .
mrs gn was absent and so the day became a relatively BORING-ER day .
brenda lan took over for the first 2 periods . i think my class gave her hell . in the end , she was practically typical her life out on MICROSOFT WORD .
-aren't you aware that this year is a crucial year for you ... blahblahblah . as a young teacher , i don't want to see any of you making the same mistakes as most of my friends did , blah blah.. YAWNS.

then WANG XIN TOOK OVER . and that was the fun part .
i delibrately asked her :' can you speak english ?' since it was supposed to be an english period .
she answered me in english ' why? can't you understand chinese ?'
SHE CAN SPEAK! sounds a little caucasian-ly .
we gave her MORE HELL then we gave brenda lan . until a LECTURE was given by her
i didn't even bother to listen . i fished out my phone and started snapping pictures of her scolding the class . coincidently , i was behind her .
the moment i took pictures , people stiffled a giggle . she spun around and looked at me with suspicion :' bu yao yi wei ni zhan zai wo de hou mian wo jiu bu zhi dao ni zai zhuo sen me . ni ye shi yi ge hen ai jiang hua de xue shen .'
THANKS MAN .

and school ended early . headed home to watch FINAL DESTINATION 3! horrifyingly NICE.
bloody ;))



he didn't talk to me online . its driving me NUTS ! urghhhh

Thursday, September 21, 2006

MICHELLE MY DEAREST !

THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND ! MY ONE AND ONLY - MICHELLE THAM MEI LIAN ! <33
LOVES !! LOL
USING UNO CARDS TO STACK UP ! ((: THE BOYS IN MY CLASS DID IT ! U GO GUYS ! ((:


TODAY WAS ONE HELL OF A DAY ! IN A GOOD WAY ((:
met beloved MICHELLE! i wished we were in the same school .
we both have our problems and soon enough , we were blahblahblah-ing about our horrendous secondary school life stuff . totally sucky .

i really want to thank god for giving me such a great and wonderful friend like her ! i dont think it was by chance we are the best of friends , it was meant to be -DESTINED !
HAHAH! really want to spend more HAPPY TIMES WITH HER .
we even thought , why couldn't each student have their own cubicles to study in and leaving the rest of the world behind . shutting out people you don't like . THEN YOU CAN BE WITH THE GREAT FRIEND or with (s) YOU HAVE ((:

mybestfriend .mybestbuddy.mybestmate.mybestlistener.mybestpeep .
no one can hold a candle to you . <33

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

SWENSEN'S !!

OOHLALA!~ wendy wanna attract me with the 'magnet' and guess what ? I'M THE METAL SPOON .
WE AT SWENSEN'S!! THANK YOU WENDYA ND CHARMAINE FOR THE BIRTHDAY TREAT!
HAS ANYONE SEEN CHARMAINE? THERE ! IN THE MIRROR ! LOL
GREAT RESEMBLANCE DON'T YOU THINK ?

okays , so today was great !
felt light headed from the morning and i think thats because i knew today was going to be great ! so the day went on and on ... and blah and blah .
out of the sudden , i received a message from the 'nice' TC ! and i realised the time on it and so i thought - wow , school's gonna end soon.
haha , so sms until school really ended! then had plans for table soccer , in the end it never happened .
but what i was really looking foward to was
MY SWENSEN'S TREAT!!
wendy ate fish and chips .
charmaine ate chicken chop .
i ate PASTA ! ooh , and sorry TC , i ate it all :x

then yanrong came to my house to wait until its time for the kindergarden kids to be realeased from school and so we can play with them !
we found out little joshua wasn't at the usual playground and so guess it had be no fun . the adventrous US went venturing around BISHAN's BLOCKS . call us LAME .
and we decided to go to the other playground in hope that joshua had be there .
we turned and practically had the shock of our lives . his brother was sitting there and what a shock he gave .
we played played played till it was time to go home ((:

kindergarden kids are a tad too open . tad too obscene .
tell me about it man :/

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

cut the slack .cut the crap .

ME AND TING AT P.S TOILET . girls zilian alot -in the toilet .
HOMEECONS! CHERIE'S GROUP. SO WOAH .
AND THATS MY GROUP. APPLAUSE PLEASE? ((:
FOR THAT PITILESS BITCH . just kidding, but i like the phrase - learnt that from the forbidden city lyrics !wahaha
HISTORY TEST IN PROGRESS . LOOKs HARDWORKING RIGHT . never judge a book by its cover :x

THIS HAS BEEN A SLACKING WEEK! and a horrible one in fact .
like WTF , i did not study for science test , and for history test , we were practically putting our books on the table and copying from it . MARICAN's lesson - what do you expect ?
planned to study A subject A day . in the end ... you can go think about it yourself .
I HAVE TO BUCK UP!

-caught by mr ng for wearing too many earings at one side
-oblivious to the importance of the word spelled E-X-A-M-S .
-a drastic downhill change in my chinese tuition .

I REALISE I'M DISTRACTED by something .
but apparently , i'm unruffled by it . so there .

a little soul searching , perhaps?
cut the SLACK . cut the CRAP . it'll do good for me .

Saturday, September 16, 2006

its just another day - ADDICTED TO FORBIDEN CITY SONGS .

THE LYRICS BOOK (:
SO SWITT . LOL THATS ONLY ONE PART . U SHOULD LISTEN TO THE WHOLE THING ;))) HIGHLY RECOMMEND !
THE SHIRT I BOUGHT AT ISETAN ((: - and thats in the fitting room .
WENDY AND I !(: - in class

HAD MY HAIR LAYERED AND SHORTENED .. is it weird? :x


went out in the morning to wisma with my parents and bought a blouse .
ohs - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA ! lol((:


I NEED HIM :
LIKE WINTER NIGHTS NEED FIRE ,
LIKE TEMPLES NEED A SHRINE ,
LIKE LOVERS NEED DESIRE ,
LIKE PROPHETS NEED A SIGN .

I NEED HIM ,
TO BE MINE .

STARTING WITH THE EYES :
starting with eyes ,
painted for an emperor
wonder if his eyes will see me .

living in a cage ,
his forbidden city ,
wonder if tonight he'll choose me .

put my heart at ease ,
son of heaven please ,
bring your golden keys for me .

LOADDS LOADDDS MORE (((:

till then <33

Friday, September 15, 2006

MY BIRTHDAY FUN ((:

MY MOM AND I AT ESPLANADE THEATRE ,,, FORDIDDEN CITY HERE WE COME!!
INSIDE THE ESPLANADE THEATRE - FORBIDDEN CITY TIME ! WOOHOOHOO
THANK YOU PEEPS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS! LOVES
THE ICE-CREAM MAGO CAKE FROM SWENSEN'S THAT THEY SURPRISED ME AND YIZHEN WITH ;)
SUPERB . BRILLIANT .


YAYS! I'M FOURTEEN! 140992
haha , the long awaited day finally arrived ! ((:
arrived in school to receive the big prezzie from jess and peeps! then came the others! THANKYOU people once more <33
after school they brought zhen and i to j8 .
there was a millionth and one ' WHERE ARE WE GOING ' from me and no one seemed to answer ! LOL WHAT A SURPRISE ! toilet here then toilet that . funny seh .

then i rushed home to get ready to go to the esplanade to watch - FORBIDDEN CITY!
it was so real . superb . brilliant . amazing . top-notch . words that are beyond the dictionary .
i seriously don't mind watching again . it was international-class man!everything was GREAT !
the songs . the acting . the storyline . the realness . i just can't stop blabering about it .
leaves me hanging for more .
i nearly cried at the part where kit chan sang - my only chance and held her son so tightly . PLAYS JUST ROCK !
i rushed to buy the disc in which all the songs they sang were in there! and i thank god i brought it !! I LOVE PLAYS . I WANNA WATCH MORE !


hahha , thats all for that special day! now guess i just have to wait for the next year which will seem like forever to get there ((:
till then peeps!


i want to quit GB . I WANT TO JOIN DRAMA. my passion and dream since primary six .
i wanna fufill it and that would be i JC i guess . gbgbgbgbgbgbgb . urghh .

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

THATS WANG XIN .. urghh
ME AND RONG AT J8 TOILET ((:

SO THE DAY STARTED NOT VERY WELL ,
we got a 'SCOLDING' from mr ng about
RUNNING AWAY FROM WANG XIN'S class . just because we came in 5mins late she wanted us to stay back .
so we ran away .
a new teacher would naturally be angered by such audacity , and she reported out names to lim wana . OVER SUCH A TRIVAL MATTER must blow it up .
LOVE MR NG MANS . he rock big time ((:

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!
been waiting for it like forever ? excited !
and watching FORBIDDEN CITY with my mom ! <33


mr mattew is cute , and thats for sure .
hahahaha ((:

till then ((: