OMG!yesterdAY the world snapped back to reality!!!
WENDY'S BACK!!!guess how happy i was when she called to say she was back...
i thought i was practically screaming into the phone..
err,was i wendy?
hahas x)
suppose to go to queensway then later decided to go manda's house , i went home though,my cousin stayed overnight for 2 days!yays!!
then today , suppose to go tho jurong then with manda they all,but my cousin stayed overnight again..so taDa!
well..will go out with
MANDA de...
heys manda..must go out horr!
buhbye!
yoohoo!
had camp briefing this morning in school.it was err,kinda fun! i cant wait for the
ANGEL-MORTAL game! i bet everybody agrees with me!
hahas..went home after that,my cousin mingzhen & axel were there.
then went to
CHANGI AIRPORT to welcome my uncle home,he came back from nanjing.
we then went to SOUP restaurant.wah..i thought i was a 100 kilos.
wahlau! ate so much.. mingzhen , you agree mah?
then mingzhen satayed over at mt house.now,she's beside mr..looking at me type.lame horr?
okays..
the end.
buhbye=)
well,the week has been totally great.with my parents constant scoldings,my sister going MAPLE MAPLE!my guinea pig sqeaking in the middle of the night just because its HUNGRY.i need sleep!why can i be perfect like some people?why cant i fold my blanket every morning?why cant i be happy?why cant this world be nicer?
NOTHING"S PERFECT!crying aint good , but WHY?why do i have to do that at least thrice a week?
i guess i would have broken down , but because of somepeople's actions,i am determined to pick myself up again.but why do i fall at critical moments?no!i fall always!
but , the will to survive is strong.
ALWAYS THINK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.i dont see the bright side lehs..
its total bullshit.crap!
oh well people,have a better week than me!buhbye.
BLOODY HELL!i called the dancing school 2 times!!not once but twice!nobody answered..i mustered so much courage just to call,but my efforts perished..just like that!
hahas x) brocoli[?] , kangkong aka huiyun , ashvini!! wheets!~weee~
SUNTEC was fun!
met huiyun and her family there!ate @ carl's jr. .. wow!the burger was incredibly big!free flow of drinks!hahas..but the big was soo big..i bet u wont finish even half it!lols x)MISSING WENDY!!WHERE ARE YOU?? =(
suddenly i feel so lost..
i wondered why,
then i realsied..
WENDY went to thailand!!
wahhhas.. =(
:heys wendy,must fast fast come back horr..
then we can talk,shop and do loads of other things again!
yeaa,we all
miss you! x)
hahas=) yesterday..
MANDA suddenly called me!guess how happy i was when i heard her voice!
i was elated! like..err on
cloud nine?
[i guess i should forgive and forget.but i just realised it was hard,it really was.i think i am the one to blame though.
selfish.
cold.this are the words that now comes flooding into my mind.people tell me to chill_relax but this are just words.they dont know how hard it is to do what i want to do.]
yesterday was great!
i watched
HARRY POTTER and the goblet of fire!
it was fantastic!
hermoine danced with victor krum at the YALE BALL.
harry potter failed in getting cho chang [didnt kiss him leh]
cedric diggory died![wahhhAS]but he dances with chochang at the yale ball. lord voldermort came back.ron is still unfortunAtely SINGLE.and alot alot more.A MUST WATCH!i bought the..RAINBOW CONNECTION aka WU CHU CAI HONGthe song disc! it rocks!!and a slipper.whee~
they say friends are forever..well, here is the results!the 9 of us will forever stand united,forever be united!People,thats whats friends are for.though there will be ups and downs,difficult times and circumstances,u can pull through it.also not 100% are pure , true good friens.as for me..i will not tell.. =x shhhmy likes and dislikes..thats only for me to know.
i finally reavealed something i have hidden so long,thanks to somebody who had made me strong.without her i would be here,doing nothing but crying from tears.[thank you *somebody*]
seriously,getting something off your chest is a really wonderful thing!
but though the problem still occurs,
i think we just think
+ and throw away all the
- thoughts!
that poem is for
her and
EVERYBODY who had helped me past this difficult time x)
thank you,
i really do.
went to my favourite cousin -
AGNES cum
MINGZHEN,house today..
i brought the tong hua scoresheet[the difficult one] that wendy gave me there so as to let my cousin play for me..she did not know how to play=(
but , my uncle a
devoted pianist cum
doctor came ! woohoo! his piano playing is the best of the best[maybe the next
richard clayderman ya?]
i asked him to play..
in
ONE quick look , he played it . it was close to
perfection .
i was listening closely , the music thumping slowly along with that heartbeat of mine.
=)
where is the man of my dreams?
i'll wait forever how silly it seems...
aiyah,why talk until guys?
hees~
_dont put a wedge of lime into our friendship,i dont really appreciate it_for her~
the tears emotions that i have hidden for the whole past year has suddenly
revealed itself at a time not sensical to me.
it only makes me puzzled.what was this trying to show?
manda says its good to let go once in a while.is it?
i really
thank her man!
x)
i'm sorry to the people i cried on that day...i really am sorry.
the
reason is difficult..
i bet nobody will understand..
[f*cking asshole]
lord pull me through again.
the concert was great!
1)dunno his name
2)cai cun jia
3)ou de yang
4)zhang dong liang
5)jolin
itwas ear blasting!
i tot my eardrums nearly broke man!
whee~
my mother slept!
so funny!
zzzzzz
boo!yesterday was the
FIRST day i ever when out with priscilla!so 'shiok'!hahas x)
today was fun!i when to my grandmother's house to pay respects to my late grandfather..surprisingly , my two cousins JIEHUI and JIELING turned up!so glad man!hardly see them de!
then it got
REALLY boring till my auntie asked if i wanted to pluck my eyebrows.
YES! i immediately agreed..but..i was ouching away..
damn
painful!
i could feel the
immerse pain of my brow's hair being tugged out!
woots!i'm going for some concert later..
heard its about
ou de yang ' zhang dong liang ' cai cun jia..etc.
i hope it will be fun!
buhbye!
wah!i cant believe i actually taslked to
priscilla for 40 minutes!
actually is on the phone but talked nothing lahs...
okays..talk about
15 mins then the other
25 mins is doing our own stuff..
mostly i talk
RUBBISH!
hahaas..
so siann.might as well call to talk.if not do what?
hoildays are getting
B-O-R-I-N-G-Y-E-R.x) [when in the worldd can i experience
FUN again?]
can't believe i am here blogging now at this time [
11.51pm]
lols , i
tou tou on the computer to play =x shhh.
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a moment ago..when my parents and i were watching LOST ,
then my dad suddenly say 'i will give you your handphone tomorrow.charge it overnight'
at first i thought was my
lousy phone..but when i when out ,
i saw my
V3 charging..
was it..hope lingered in my heart..
i asked my dad..
what was what i thought was meant to be!!i just could not thank the LORD enough!
i guess my dad had his own reasons..i just cannot guess..
thank you.i really do
again.
i was waiting for my parents at home..
they were supposed to come home at 2++
but in the end they came home at 4++..
THEY BOUGHT A
GUINEA PIG!
wahhas!
so cute^_^
[
JELLY] was the name of this new guinea pig
=]]
lalas~
thats all folks!
i have a fear..
this is an never ending road..
the darkness i see..
covers me...
i am afraid..
when will this war ever end..
the emotions stirred up in me..
then i realised..
the fear had to be conquered by only
ONE person..
i finally see that that person is
ME ,
and nobody else.
[the fear -
school]
afraid of the truth that prevails me.
so i guess i have to come back to
realityand face stuff that was meant to be.
no point escaping
i'll still be the one hurt anyway.
thank you
lord.
i really do.
yun just went home..lols
she came here just to watch [
ROBOTS]
its was like
7 pm..wow!haha x)but the show was hilarious.it sure was.
yeaa..
got
GB tmr and i'm feeling sick now..
should i go?
i hate that
B-I-A-T-C-H.she is getting on my nerves so much i am filled with hatred..
i may
die of the anger inside me.
but i wont tell who
cos this
fucking bitch sucks!
[sorry for the
vulgarities in which i totally dont really care]
i realised today was the first day i ever talked to ash on the phone!
woots! xp
it was so sweet..TIRAMISU , during one of the advertisements , sharon au touch that guy's hair and put on the chef's hat for him...at that moment
i didn't noe what came over me but a phrase lingered in my heart..
[i will give up anything for you even if it means my life]
LOVE WAS SO STRONG.
wonder if it will ever happen.
[how sweet was thy strong love to be]
guess i was only dreaming.
i realised i am afraid to trust.
i dont know who i can trust.
someone , please teach me to trust.
amen
the sweaty day!
when out after GB drill to SUNTEC..
aiyo..the thing i most vividly could remember was JODIE'S sweaty hands or rather , finger!
lols
we hold onto each other fingers just to break the
[hold-the-longest-on-finger-recoerd]
it was damn hilarious x)
hahas
suntec was tiring..the biggest mall in singapore lehs..
hahas =p
still missing my handphone =(
[i miss you]
yesterday was a horrible day!i dropped my handphone somewhere out of carelessness,i DIDN"T even realised it!so..when i found that my handphone wasn't in my pouch..i thought i left it in the car,i told my dad and halfway when we walked to the car , i found my freaking handphone on the ground! SHIT! my dad shounted 'OH MY GOD' in disbelief and took my handphone away.i was like WTF! now,he says only in NOV 10 2006 will i get it back..
WHAT A DAY!
my drEams_*
hellos!
my first blog..
no larrs
wendy and yun say they will teach me how to make a b-e-a-utiful blog de..
we shall see the outcome
okies..
i'll stop here
so there
tadas!
