FRIENDSHIP DAY .
have i ever told you my dog was literate ? INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY .
balloons ! :D
my balloon from tan ah rong .
my balloon to aliciaa .
to esther :)
i forgot to take the one i gave ah rong .
alicia gave this brownie to me .
take a picture , yea .
crime scene investigation . and for that you need CSI . [ notice the water cooler ]
tadaa . our very own CSI . HAHA
the one and only , new 54 . SO WOW LA . wow . i screwed u my maths test .
WOW WOW WOW .
darns
i miss michelle and human beings .
start start start .
START MUGGING AMANDA LIM LE WEI .
you dont want to fail do you ?
no i dont .
then start .
i cant .
oh , so you want to pass and yet you have not studied and CANT study .
it isnt this way . i , i dont know where to start . i'm lost .
lost ? like a friggin sheep lost in a desert ?
lost in time . lost in the past .
i dont care about you , your emotions . just study , you get me .
i'm trying , trying hard . very hard .
good .
i think too much .
stop thinking , get a life .
the thoughts inside me are horrid . i cant concentrate . voice , tell me what to do .
leave the stuff aside ,do your priorities .
i've been telling myself that time over time . but my willpower's flaccid .
aim . dream big . remember what your dad told you ?
yes .
now you get the arrows and directions ?
foggy .
so tell me what do you see now .
friends . relationships . textbooks .competition . results . olevels . jc . university . my dad's promise . dorms . career .
get rid of that .
which ?
THAT . you know what i mean , dont act dumb when you know you arent .
darn right . you see the whole point of us talking ?
yes .
ready to start ? not much time left .
absorbing what we just said .
you do that . and no more him , you endured two whole years , one more wont hurt .
i know .
hopefully you really do .
thanks voice .
anytime .
voice ?
yea .
what if i cant forget him .
i knwo you can , you always do .
but it aint the same anymore . i'm in a different stage of life .
amanda .
i'll give my utmost best to . but if ..
you know what to do .
i dont .
follow your heart , i'm exasperated with you .
but voice .. you are my heart .
you will know .
goodbye voice .
goodbye amanda .
this isnt what i wanted it to be .
Labels: hi voice, thanks for the talk .
posted by lovelovelove @ 7:50 PM
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