nothing has ever gotten right yet ;this year , which started 17 days ago .
coaxed myself that school was going to be fun , in the end ?
a long straight road ahead of me . nothing there for me .
its just blank to forever .
its affecting me , in whatever i do .
nothing seems to help .
my pessimisism has just gottten worst . oh damn .
still encouraging myself like ; my best is good enough .
i think i'll just stick to optimisism , whats the point , still damn fucked up and pissed .
there is no reason why , its just small little things that aggrevate me and stirs up inside me .
and worst , i dont say any thing out and so stuff has accumulated over the years and now , its like a huge bag of stones pulling my heart down .
everything i see , its just something i want to vent my anger on . but i can't .
i haven't cried , yet . but the tidal wave is coming .
in the past , life seems empty and hollow but i told myself its the ups and downs of life , ieveryone has to undergo it to mature.
till now , the present , nothing has changed . so much for maturing .
who knows what lies ahaed .
live by the day .
and it just gets worst and worst .
when you told me it has always been this way .
posted by lovelovelove @ 10:18 PM
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