so this is random ...
the holidays are horrid man . tight schedules , its gbGBgb! haha .and my michelle tham mei lian !!! wahhhhhhhhh .
right , so there's this feeling in me ... the holidays are gonna be unbalanced . i'm gonna enjoy some days and totally detests some ><
we all lead different lives now , i just realised man . its like FAMILIAR STRANGERS yet in different worlds . million of years apart .
whenever i look at you , i get sick to the stomach and a sense of hatred and resentment comes over me . i cant bear to talk to you . i smile , talk , laugh with you ; all fakely.
i somehow wished you had be better off 'away' . but its never going to happen , & i know that . i must succumb to reality and face you .
THE FCUKING PERSON THAT RUINED MY LIFE , THAT DESTROYED MY TRUST , THAT MADE ME WARY OF OTHERS , THAT CREATED A IMAGINARY CIRCLE ARD ME .
& nothing's ever going to change that .
posted by lovelovelove @ 12:32 AM
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