schrizophrenical amanda ;

Thursday, January 26, 2006

look at that picture.isn't is gore?scary.

its like.its the end of yr life.

i dont think that piliot knows that is his LAST day on earth.

thast exactly how i'm feeling now.

unsure and scared of my future. i wont know what happenens next..

are humans meant to be unsensitive heartless creatures?

they are the only things that can make another human scared.

END THEIR LIFE maybe.

i feel so troubled now.there are stuff inside of me.

worst part is,i dont know what's happening to me.

i wanna kill people who ain't nice.

they make me feel INFERIOR to myself.

i'm afraid..really afraid.

they make me think my life ain't worthy.

they make me think i suck.

they make me think i am a complete fool.of no use.

those people are mean.really mean.

noONE. will ever guess them.

i will try to be strong.OVERCOME evrything.

that can be done by only ONE person.

and thats me.myself.it has always been myself.

i finaly realise.